John Pabustan with no internet = CAVEMAN!!!

Welcome my Diagnosticators it is I Tri Flaw the prince himself.. I have no idea we have to work on our fan name, possibly “patients“? Nahh, that’s stupid. well as for the many of you who may be reading a work of mine for the first time, I tend to jump around a lot as I am as A.D.D. as most of these kids come. My current focus and where I am totally absorbed for the moment… is the fact that my 3 year old computer networking modem decided to peace out on me and the fam for 3 days. Unexpectedly, or expectedly for those who follow the enigma that is John Pabustan I have resulted to becoming a caveman or Neanderthal of sorts staring at the microwave and pitying myself for not having access.

I just realized how dependent on the internet I have become over the years. In the past 3 days I have resulted to cannibalism, bartering, and trying to steal internet from the neighbors. Okay, I did not result to cannibalism but still, I think it makes ya’ll know that I’m serious. Anyways, rather than continue on my torrid path to making ya’ll think I’m never serious I would like to actually begin my saga with a few words of wisdom and a look back at DiagKnowSys the company.

Evidence of dilated peoples said “Let my birds go, let em fly away, cuz the ones that take off ain’t meant to be caged, it’s a brand new day” and really I can’t even begin to put the words together for all the relationships I just seen fall apart in my life. No, I ain’t trying to get you down but rather make you realize a friend for convenience ain’t nothing but someone who gone break your heart. I am so in tune with the people I care about, but really you can’t chose where those roads go when they suddenly take off cuz shit is just not convenient anymore. So, the real road that ended up making me chose a different path to greatness is the fact that really I was given a bum wrap in this life. Like literally a bum wrap, I’m a bum who would be wrapped in a blanket if I just didn’t stick to the mission and finds ways to survive through the system. People complain about random ish, but real talk is when you ain’t got nothing more than enough to barely find a way to get to work. If your only motivation to go to work is to make enough to just live like a bum you in some hard times, But there is no such thing as rock bottom unless u eating your shoelaces or if you just have no where to turn in your heart. I pity atheists cuz I’m like if I didn’t think there was a God, I would not even try anymore cuz shit is useless. The truth of the matter is DiagKnowSys is a sort of a line based on the idea that you a Survivor. Streets is unreal, but when someone asks you “what’s good“, and all you got is your health… I just wish u reply with “I’m beyond Healthy son”. We get in these wars where we looking at the material as oppose to the substantial but I’m trying to feed my soul right now.

You might be wondering how the hell any of that relates with a clothing line but what feeds my soul and beats the drums in my heart is Hip Hop. Not, the phony bologny shit they pass off as hip hop on tv or in commercials but the sounds of change we once saw in years past.

OKAY YEAH I GET I’M A BACKPACKER… I’m caught in the early 90s and late 80s watching public enemy tell me not to believe the police while at the same time listening to Common Sense warn me that gangster rap will bring this shit down. I was raised a fool believing that lyricism is a precursor to greatness and that to be real is more important than making money. Sadly, as it all comes together I know hip hop is dying. Cuz everybody got opinions but the one thing that revolves the world is dough. I can sit here and tell you about all the albums I listen to on a daily but five seconds later realize what I tell you about rap is flawed. Cuz you controlled by an industry out for profit, when you yourself admit you are not trying to be profitable. It is an apparent contradiction but at the end of the day it breaks down to..

CAN YOU GET UP EVERYDAY.. And say your proud or your living your dream. If you can somehow make a career of what you love, then why the hell don’t you do it. DKS was a brainchild I had for a long time as this imaginary hat line I would have if I blew up as this mega star emcee.

To this day, if you ask me what I’m going to do with my life… IMMA TELL U IMMA MAKE MUSIC and live through hip hop. The problem is it ain’t that smart a move but you get one life and IMMA LIVE IT LIKE A CHAMPION. DKS was one of my dreams but dreams are nothing without any follow through so I hit up Joy randomly and we just put it together cuz we felt that passion. YOU GOTTA HAVE THAT DRIVE..

Anyway the real reason I’m writing this blog is cuz I’m lame… I can sit here and lie to you about who I am as I know sometimes being arrogant is coveted…

I come to you bringing my cross of humbleness but rather then be stupid.. I’d like to thank pretty much everyone I met in college as the other day at my old school I saw the love I wish I could have again.. And more importantly I gotta name drop like 5 thousand to some of the people I saw the other day..

Well pretty much I was reaaalllyy ghetto.. Lol and my first days at USD were spent becoming unghetto and judgmental.. Here are the most significant things that came to my mind when I was at USDs PCN before I got hella faded.. BEER PONG MONSTER.. Yea Mark carried me.. To the championships!!


To make sure I don't forget anyone Imma just name the 5 most influential people I saw yesterday....

Nicole C. I think you are the one person who was not only my mentor but the person I wanted to be.. I love you ate...

Erline... I know we started out bad cuz I thought u were hella fake cuz I didn't think anyone would want to step up to a stranger and act like we were close friends.. but you are the one person I consider my best friend from then on.. I miss you

Monee Dulay.. yes you are my favorite.. I tried to hide it while you spoke to Cody but dang i HEART YOU.. you mean the world to me cuz your always down with my craziness..

My Two Adings.. This is really a cop out as theres two of you that I need to mention but only 5 slots.. you make me real proud to see you everyday

and Brian Barbosa... I needed a guy.. and you are the guy among guys.. cuz your a cool guy and your awesome..

worrddnnesss.. shower time INTERNET BACK UP!!

OMG I need to say 6 people.. I love Agnes Castillo she is awesome and one of the realest people I have ever met in my life.. i hella heart her..

and of course joy but I thought that was a given

stay healthy
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Tri Flaw